This is the beginning of a, so far, a very positive year (hopefully). That sentence alone did not sound like I am very convinced, but my environment, it seems wont allow me to be pessimistic. The fact is we are not in charge, and as destructive as I try to be to myself, for whatever reasons, life will make everything work out just the way it should. All of our experiences, no matter how harming or demanding, are preparing you for the next step and I embrace the next step.

Looking back, I wonder how I allow myself to get in these situations, but I give myself too much power in the situation and that is misleading because I am a slightly hard on myself. Knowing that I am weak enough to be in such bad situations at this point in my life…Was degrading and debilitating. This is why I have lost sight of the most significant element of humanity…self-worth.

Finally realizing what I needed to learn I am better equipped for the next step. The important thing now is that I now am a more assertive and I realize I am deserving of respect and consideration. So…Now the subject is me.